Now let me join you :)

i am just told that i failed my chem, add that to math and econs.
so that's 2 h2s and 1 h1 down. pretty bad eh. so it might mean that i'm retaining.
i'm still trying to accept the fact that i failed my chem despite studying rather hard, it came as a blow to me. lucky it was after my group's presentation at the OP workshop. otherwise i wouldn't be able to speak at all.

there are rumours that they will lower the criteria for promotion to 1 h2 pass, so i may be able to promote if i pass my bio. if i fail my bio, i think i might as well not carry on with JC education. it makes no sense, does it?

sometimes i feel like not studying anmore. i can't take the stress of exams and studying anymore. other times, i just want to hold on. but it's beginning to become kind of pointless to continue. am i giving up? i must be a loser then.

momo's pretty okay with retaining and going through the whole process again, he's determined. i wonder if i have that level of determination. but it's difficult. to be very honest, i am traumatised by the exam stress during the promo period, and i'm not sure if i want to go through that again. once more, and i might be broken.

i just have to admit it, i am weak.

but i love you, you know?